2014-12-27

快速度過的2014年

快速度過的2014
    每到年底喜歡做的一件事情就是回顧自己的這一年,只是2014年頓時要想,還真想不起來是怎麼過的,感覺好像在趕場的時候比較多,一下子2014年就沒了,今年真的過得很快。(還好平時有寫記事本的習慣,還可以翻回去找一下回憶)
    今年的生活依舊密切的跟EQ協會綁在一起,在協會值班、協會大大小小的活動、青年志工的培訓與陪伴,腦袋運轉的都是協會的事情居多,但是也很喜歡自己目前的生活狀態,忙自己喜歡的事情,也有屬於自己的運動、玩樂時候,當然能趴趴走的時候,也會走一下。
20145件感謝的事
NO.1 感謝我老爹老媽
NO.2 感謝一群在生活上支持我的叔叔阿姨朋友們
2009年我進來EQ協會工作,之後也接下秘書長一職,但我的身份一直是全時無薪志工,也就是說我的生活忙成這樣,但都是在做志工,沒有領薪水,所以啦,感謝我爸媽,繼續讓我在家裡當米蟲,供我吃與住,感謝一群支持我的長輩們,不論是精神上的支持,更感謝財務上的支持(每個月約有8位叔叔阿姨們固定小額捐款給我,支持我的生活費)
NO.3 感謝EQ協會一起工作的夥伴
協會今年依舊忙碌,完成了許多大大小小的活動,在做事情上面,我有我的要求,有我機車的地方,感謝EQ協會的理監事們、志工們,以及秘書們,謝謝你們的合作與包容,讓我今年可以順利度過。

NO.4 感謝的老天爺的帶領與照顧
今年我依舊讓自己的生活從每天早晨的靜默開始,早上花10-15分鐘的時間讓自己獨處,想想昨天發生的事情,想想今天要做的事,很多的靈感也是在這個時候有的,安靜的習慣幫助我的生活更有品質。
NO.5 感謝我自己,認真的過每一天


20144件印象深刻的事情
NO.1  7月歐洲遊英國
今年暑假陪伴兩位大學生去瑞士柯峰作實習生,在瑞士短暫停留一周後,我也去了一趟英國,上次去英國是5歲時候的事情,這次在英國見見朋友,也當觀光客,最開心的是在倫敦看歌劇表演,去看悲慘世界,剛是聽到前奏,我就覺得值得了。


NO.2  9月底印度參加婚禮
5年後再次回到印度,不是為了IofC(道德重整)的活動,而是為了一場婚禮。這一場婚禮讓我重溫曾經在印度的回憶,讓我見到老朋友,也認識一群有趣的新朋友,沒去到泰姬瑪哈陵還是遺憾。


NO.3  11月深圳華人生命工作會議
生命工作,是指願意將生命交由老天的帶領,不是為了功利,不是為了致富在做事,工作的主軸是以生命為主,在生活中不斷的學習、體會生命的意義,透過實踐,讓自己的生命可以影響身旁的生命。
這次去深圳開會,邀請台灣、馬來西亞、中國大陸的幾位朋友一起來分享,分享各自工作中遇到的困難,也一起展望未來的發展。在開會的過程中,感覺我們每一個人都是一塊拼圖,拚出來的圖長什麼樣子不確定,但是我們都在一起努力完成這塊大拼圖。


NO.4  12月暈船去綠島玩
今年在台灣有幾個一起玩樂的玩咖,12月我們一起去綠島,光是趕早上5點的火車去台東時,我就覺得自己好像瘋了,這把年紀為了玩還這麼拼命,一路暈船的時候,更加確定不只我瘋了,我們幾個都瘋了。但是短短3天在綠島,玩得很盡興,因為是淡季,遊客不多,不用到處人擠人,天氣也很幫忙,去玩水浮潛的時候,太陽公公也有露臉。



20143件生活的重心
NO.1 EQ協會秘書長
默默地當秘書長也進入第四年了,從一開始的忐忑,到現在稍稍熟練,有漸入佳境,但也還有很多可以學習。在這個職位最大的挑戰是學習跟不同的人一起工作,每個人的個性不同,做事方式不同,思考方式也不一樣,我在這位置怎麼從中去溝通與協調。
NO.2 練舞、瑜珈,固定的運動時間
舞蹈系畢業,大半的人生都在動身體,即便進到EQ協會工作,運動對我來說還是很重要,曾經想過打球、跑步、游泳等,但是我發現還是跳舞,最讓我享受其中,現在的生活每個禮拜固定又一天可以去練芭蕾,有兩天的早上可以去上上瑜珈課,很感謝。
NO.3 生命工作,陪伴青少年生命的成長
透過培訓大專志工、高中志工,讓我能藉此陪伴一些青年生命的探索與成長,看到他們慢慢地學習做自己,慢慢地能為自己說話、表達,慢慢地對未來有想法,陪伴的過程雖慢,但是看到他們生命的成長就很感動。
20142件新樂趣
NO.1 吃,品嘗台南好吃的早午餐店
我姑姑都說帶我去吃好料是浪費,因為100塊的牛排跟1000塊的牛排在我嘴巴裡,我吃不出差別,但是,我還是很享受在裡面,妙妙是一個喜歡去尋找不一樣小店的人,而我就是她常邀得吃伴(我們倆的生活作息時間比較好搭配),今年跟著她,我吃過不少店。

NO.2 禪繞畫
以前因為學舞蹈,所以美術課都沒有,我一直都很希望自己是個會畫畫的人,因為我覺得會畫畫很酷。有一陣子我透過漆油漆享受畫畫的樂趣,因為不用構圖,把整面牆塗成同一個顏色,這個我會,所以那一陣子我重漆了我房間,還漆了我弟的房間當結婚禮物,還把我們家每一扇門變成橘的,被我媽勒令漆回白色。
這幾個月接觸到禪繞畫(還是要謝謝妙妙),重複畫線條,這個我也會,所以就對這越來越有興趣啦,一邊畫還可以一邊讓自己的腦袋停止快速運轉,也是我最近很享受的一件事情。


20141件期待的事情
NO.1  2015年要去流浪至少半年
EQ協會做青年工作也好一陣子了,感覺自己的生命需要被充電,重新去看看不一樣的東西,我不是一個愛讀書的人,所以回學校充電的想法一點都沒打動我,與其回學校,我比較喜歡去外面走走,所以就有這麼一個流浪的想法。預計明年下半年去,只是去哪邊?還不知道,去做啥?也還沒想法,繼續等待老天爺給靈感。

新年快樂!!

曉芸

2014.12.

Happy New Year! Bye to year 2014

Happy New Year! Bye to year 2014
5 things I appreciate in 2014
NO.1 Thanks to my dad and my mum allow me continuing to stay at home.
NO.2 Thanks to some elders who support my cost of living.
Since 2009 I came to work in EQ office as a full time volunteer without getting pay, later on I became the general secretary of EQ office, still as a full time volunteer. My life was busy with a lot of things and activities but hardly earn money. Thanks to my parents still let me stay at home and support what I want to do. Thanks to some elders who support me on my work as well as finical support my basic daily life. (Each month there are around 8 elders donating small amount of money for me for a year to support my cost of living).

NO.3 Thanks to those who work with me in the EQ office, especially my two secretaries.
EQ office this year was the same full of different small and big activities. I know I am not a person easy to work with because I have my standards in doing things. Thanks to the trainers, volunteers, and the two secretaries. Thanks to your cooperation and tolerance.


NO.4 Thanks to God’s guidance and taking care of me.
I still keep my Quiet Time most of the morning before my day started. It was nice to have time with myself in silence and searching for guidance.


NO.5 Thanks to myself. Work hard and play hard.

4 things which I impressed in 2014
NO.1 July went to UK meeting friends and to be a tourist.
During summer vacation I accompany two of my volunteers to Caux. They were there for the internship program. Later on I went to UK, mostly London for another week. Last time in London was when I was five years old.
It was nice to catch up with friends. One thing I enjoy the most was watching different performances. There was once I went to see “Les Miserables”. As soon as the music started I already felt it was worth to be there.













NO.2 September went to India for an Indian wedding.
After five year, I went back to India, not for IofC program, but for an Indian wedding. All the memories about India went back as the time I arrived in the airport. Enjoy seeing the streets, enjoy seeing the people, but not enjoy with the spicy food. It was nice to see some old faces as well as getting to know new friends. I am sure I will be back to India because this time I still didn’t visit Taj Mahal.  


NO.3 November, Shenzhen, China. A group of “Life Worker” sat down together to share and to think about our work.
Working for life, means we willing to surrender to God and let God guide us, what we do is not for our personal accomplishment or making money. We work with people, through daily life we learn and experience what is the meaning of life. And through our life we try to influence the people around us in order to make a different for a better world.


After two times “Chinese in Action” program, now we have a young Chinese couple and a lady working full time in China. They just started their work and trying to set up a team to work together. Akasha community which lead by Nandor and Weny in Malaysia, and EQ office in Taiwan. 11 of us met together in ShenZhen, a city close to Hong Kong, to share about the difficult we face while working with our team and looking for a bigger picture for our future work.
NO.4 December, went to Ludou Island (east part of Taiwan), and get seasick
Usually people go to Ludou during summer because it is a place famous for playing water. One of my friends he grows flowers up in the mountain and was busy during summer time, in order to coordinate with his time so we went to Ludou in winter.
Most of the journey was fun but not with the seasick. At the beginning I was fine but after I heard the throw up sound came from my front, back and two sides, I also felt seasick.


3 Main things I was doing in 2014
NO.1 General Secretary in EQ office
It is going to be my fourth year on this position. At first I was nervous and worry that I can’t take the responsibilities. And now I am getting used to operate the office and the works. The biggest challenge I found was to work with different people, how to coordinate, compromise, and negotiate.
NO.2 Ballet practice, and Yoga
Dancing once was part of my life and I enjoy it a lot. After working with EQ office I still try to keep once a week for dance practice. During the class I can stop my mind being busy thinking on different things.
NO.3 Accompany young people’s life in grow
Through training university students and Senior High School students, this year I accompany around 20 young people’s life. It was a long journey for them to get to know themselves. But slowly can see them start to speak out their thoughts, trying to communicate with parents, and searching for their future. Nice to see them grow.  

2 new interests in 2014
NO.1 visit special brunch restaurant in Tainan
My aunty used to say it is waste to take me to eat expensive food, because in my mouth I couldn’t tell the difference. But I still enjoy eating. Miao Miao, she is my secretary, my close friend, and my eating partner. She enjoys looking for different special restaurant and we will go together. Thanks to her I had been visit a lot of nice place in my hometown.
NO.2 Zentangle Art
Because of learning dance, I hardly had art class when I was study. I always admire those who know how to draw, I think they are so cool. There was a short period of time I enjoy drawing through painting the wall. I don’t need to think what I want to draw, I just need to make all the wall in same color. So I repainted my room, and I repainted my brother’s room as a wedding gift for him. I even painted three room doors into orange and been force by my mum to repainted again back to white.
Thanks to Miao Miao again, this few month I start to do Zentangle Art. Using simple pattern, and repeat it. While I was doing it my mind also can be blank for some times. I enjoy it. 
1 thing I looking forward in 2015
NO.1 I am planning to go outside of Taiwan for at least 6 months
After AFL4 I made a commitment to work with young people for 5 years. And this year was the fifth year. Feeling it is time for me to think about my next step, recharge, and relearn. At the moment I am planning to go travelling around summer time 2015. Where to go? What to do? No idea yet. I am waiting for more guidance.
Happy New Year!!
H.Y

2014.12.