2013-01-04

2012 充實的過一年


新年快樂!!小青蛙來拜年啦,2012沒有世界末日,大家2013一起繼續努力生活吧!!
小青蛙的2012年也是精彩的一年,今年很明顯的是分享信越寫越少,年初的時候發生一件讓我很被打擊的事情,我發現從那之後要提筆寫東西的動力有降低,另一個更大的原因是從去年11月我接了EQ協會秘書的位置,霸佔了我大部分的思緒與時間,至今秘書長也坐滿一年了。
當秘書長  (全年)
生活型態有所改變,跟以前最大的不一樣是我不能再趴趴走了,因為要照顧一個辦公室,所以得讓自己穩下來,定在一個地方。很挑戰的一個學習是去面對不同的人,特別是像EQ協會這樣的地方,進進出出的人更是多樣,協會是一個給愛的地方,希望每個跟協會接觸的朋友都可以感受到生命中的溫暖,但是做事的畢竟只是「人」,人有極限跟能力的限制。因為秘書長這個職位,我還真的被好好訓練說話表達這一塊,特別是要站在協會的立場去說一些醜話,聽的人不好受,但說的人也不容易,這樣的經驗讓我發現,在人際相處上很多事情如果在一開始有不舒服的感覺時就能明講,相處上其實會比較輕鬆容易。這個職位給我的生活另一個很不一樣的感覺,是我的頭腦很少活在「當下」,常常要策劃未來的活動,所以頭腦思考的都是未來式。但是也因為這個位置,學習怎麼圓融的處理事情,怎麼全面性的考量一件事情,也接觸到許多有趣的生命,特別是在年尾的候老天爺送來了兩個新秘書,兩位都是很有活力的人,整個辦公室也因此熱鬧起來。雖然秘書長是很挑戰的一個職位,但是目前小青蛙還存活著,今年也會努力繼續讓自己活著。
青年工作的繼續  (全年)
國內手邊除了擔任秘書長,協助處理辦公室的文書工作外,長年持續進行的高中志工隊依舊存在,一年兩次的少年營活動也還在。高中志工隊這樣帶下來,也進入第六年了,看見一批一批青年的成長,自己是很有成就感。去年也成立了Anima苗子團(大專志工隊),嘗試不一樣的帶領運作方式,另外我也幫忙帶領協會的飛夢裡志工(成人志工團),同時間忙三個志工隊,不由得也佩服起自己。
瑞士柯峰度假    (7)
開的支票要兌現,曾經跟我那批志工們說只要2012年有人申請上去瑞士當實習生,我就會跟著去。去年果真有一位,陪她去,我也順便給自己一個假期,去瑞士約2個禮拜,享受美景也享受沒有電話的寧靜生活,跟不同的老朋友敘舊,聽聽實習生的抱怨,陪伴不同的生命,天天睡飽飽也吃飽飽,感謝老天給了這麼一個假期。

日本亞太青年營   (8)
已經好幾年沒參加亞太青年營,今年應日本的邀請再次下海,轉換了身分,從周圍協助的人進入核心小組內,感受到很棒的團隊工作,特別是跟我弟還有翠菁的合作,彼此間有默契的相處,讓工作也變得很有趣。這趟去日本的經驗,也在在證明生命的工作常常是需要天時、地利、人和,要學習尋找老天爺手中的適當的時機點來做事情,才不會事倍功半。
進校園上課分享    (下半年)
暑假從日本回來後,陸續接到學校老師的邀約,希望我能去他們的班級跟學生分享自己的生命經驗。以前從來不覺得自己的生命有什麼特別,比起別人的故事,我的故事平凡許多,但是當我仔細去體會老天爺給我的生命,我又覺得其實自己的生命也挺特別的,因為不同的際遇讓我遇見不同的人,參與不同的事情,也因此建立起自己的人生觀和生活態度。前前後後我去了台北台灣大學、高雄中山大學分享自己的經驗,就這麼一次的機會,也不知道我的分享對學生的幫助有多少,但還是很感謝,另外我也去台南大灣高中帶領兩整天共14小時的領導能力訓練工作坊,這是我第一次獨挑大樑帶領這麼久的工作坊,看見自己的能力,也是一件開心的事。

第一次當伴娘    (11)
到了適婚的年紀,身邊好友也陸續結婚,我第一次的伴娘經驗獻給我的高中室友,謝謝她的邀約與信任,因為是第一次,我超怕把婚禮搞砸。能這樣陪伴她出嫁,我很開心,回想我們之間的友誼,一直有一種不可思議的感覺,從未成年到成年,從單身到遇見另一伴,不但參與到她的生日慶生,還能參與她的人生大事,謝謝緣分也謝謝老天爺。那天也是我第一次實際參與結婚的大大小小禮節儀式,印象最深刻的是蹬著高跟鞋爬一堆的樓梯,其他事情都不辛苦,爬樓梯最辛苦,南部的透天厝真的很夭壽。不過我很慶幸的是伴娘服我們選擇短的,所以那天不需要拉自己的裙子,專心幫她拉裙子就好。
馬來西亞種籽工程    (12)
第三年參加種籽工程,喜歡回去最主要也是因為」,跟不同的人一起工作一起玩樂,看見不同的生命在成長著,也去看看自己可以怎麼貢獻自己的能力,當然也是去給予支持,肯定活動的必要性。
接下來的2013年也請多多指教啦!!
小青蛙(曉芸)
2013.01.03

2012 HY's fruit full year!!


Happy New Year! Greeting from Taiwan. Year 2012 had finished and year 2013 is going to start. Wish you all the best in the coming year.
My year 2012 was a fruit full year. In 2012 I was kind of stop writing about my life. Of course there was something happened but I guess the biggest reason was because my new role, the secretary general in the EQ office. With this new role, it took most of my time working in the office and my brain thinking + planning different activities.
The Secretary General in EQ Office (whole year)
My life changed after taking this role. The biggest change I guess was that I can’t run around freely. I have an office need to take care so most of the time I need to base at Taiwan, Tainan. One of the challenges I was facing was to work with different people with different personalities. EQ office is a place trying to give Love to whoever came. But still were the human being worked in the office and we had limit. Because of this role it really gave me training in how to communicate with people, especially how to talk to people on an uncomfortable topic. Another difference I found in my life was I can’t live at present. Most of the time I was planned the future activities. But also because of this role I learnt how to deal with different situations, how to see thing in a whole picture, as well as met many interesting life. At the moment I survived a year and hopefully can survive the come year as well.
Senior high school volunteers group keeps going (whole year)
The senior high school volunteers group continued. At the moment I have 17senior high school students in the team. The kids’ camp also continued two times a year for the primary school kids. Since last September I had another university volunteers group. They are going to take the junior high school students camp. And I was also helping to run the adult volunteers group in EQ office. So in total I am running three volunteers groups at the same time. That made my life busier.
Holiday in Caux (July)

Last year I had 9 young people applied for Caux intern program and at the end only one can go. But I promised them if one of them were going then I will go as well. So I went to Caux for 2 weeks and gave myself a nice holiday there. Catching up with old friends, reading books, accompany my student, eating and sleeping most of the time, I enjoyed a lot.
APYC in Japan (August)
Last year I went to Japan to help with the Asia Pacific Youth Conference (APYC). It had been some time I didn’t attend APYC. This time I was in the core planning team working with the international team + Japanese team. I experienced a nice team work especially with my brother taking on family workshop and with Cheng from Malaysia, Siddharth and Rhea from India on morning quiet time. I enjoyed seeing the participants searching their life, trying to understand who they are. And through deep understanding change can happen naturally.

Sharing with students in school
After coming back from APYC I wrote a sharing letter, I shared them with my friends, and some of my parents’ friends. And there were two universities professors wrote me back and said they were touch by my sharing and whether I can go to their class to share with their students about what I am doing and my life. So I went to Kaohsiung National Sun Yat-Sen university sharing with the Political and Economic Department’s students about my experience, especially how to make friends with different culture people and my value in life. Another uni I went was the best uni in Taiwan, the Taiwan National University. Also sharing what I am doing and how I become to the person I am. And I also had a chance enter a senior high school to lead a 14 hours leadership training workshop.
First time being bridesmaid (November)
My first bridesmaid experience was for my senior high school roommate. I was happy to accompany her to get married. It was a wonderful feeling to know we been knowing each other for more than 10 years. From teenager to growing up, from single to she found her life partner. But wearing in a nice dress with the high heel shoes really made me suffer. Especially I was wearing the high heel claim up and down the stairs.
Malaysia Seed Initiatives Youth Program (December)
This was my third time went to help with the youth program. It was tiring but I enjoy mix in with the young people. This year we had 40 participants from age 15 to age 64. This time I was helping morning Quiet Time and in the afternoon I did a body workshop, getting to know how to get alone with our emotion. Another help I was doing was taking care for the small group leaders. Most of them were the first time leading a small group. Many interesting and touching stories happened during these eight days and seven nights.
For the countdown I went to an island near the south part of Taiwan, Xiao liu qiu with my dance group senior and junior. It was cold on the last day but the first day of 2013 the weather was so nice. And we went up early to see the sunrise. So I had a nice New Year countdown. Hope you also had a nice one.
 

Best wishes
H.Y  2013.Jan.3rd